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Hey guys! This is a song I wrote the other night cuz I couldn't sleep. There are a lot of nights when I don't sleep. The lyrics themselves don't really mention ponies, but the idea for the song came from Big Macintosh's conversation with Apple Bloom at the end of Brotherhooves Social. Lyrics below, download links will be below that as soon as they're available. I hope you like it, don't forget to subscribe if you haven't, and I'll see you soon.

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--Freest


LYRICS:

I lie awake at night and always wonder if you like me
If I was good enough to be someone and if it might be
A possibility that I could ever write these rightly
And at the end of it, is the end of it to spite me

I walk around the halls and then I always feel familiar
Urges saying all’s lost and all these voices saying kill your-
Self because it’s over, and it’s hopeless, no one likes you,
And every mic you bought’s a waste of time, you’re being lied to

And I don’t really know if there was anyone at all
Who gave a second thought to my reality or had the gall
To take a minute of their time to notice that I’m always
Wandering the hall and in a moment I’m about to take a fall

I recall there was a time when I would notice it
If someone needed energy there was a photosynthesis
Where I would be the sunny side of someone else’s life
Nowadays I’m only trying to keep your mind off of the knife

What should I try to be?
What should I do to be okay?
Who decided who was me?
And who am I gonna be today?

What should I try to be?
What should I do to be okay?
Who decided who was me?
And who am I gonna be today?

I wish I never had this trouble when I try and go to sleep
I wish they had a pill that made me be less of a freak
I wish that every time I tried to focus on a sentence
I could say it like I meant and never stutter when I speak

I wish I could endeavor to be someone that I’m not
And instead of being clever be successful, rich, or hot
I wish that I could be whatever I decided on,
And not the product of a chromosome I have or haven’t got

I wish that I could figure out my life before I’m thirty
I wish I could give a hug to everyone that ever hurt me
I wish that I could be pristine and clean and seem serene
But every time I’m down to earth I always end up getting dirty

I wish I could be the sum of all that I’ve created
I wish that it would last, even if I end up hated
I wish that everyone I know would remember who I am
And be happy when I’m gone, even if I never made it

What should I try to be?
What should I do to be okay?
Who decided who was me?
And who am I gonna be today?

What should I try to be?
What should I do to be okay?
Who decided who was me?
And who am I gonna be today?


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