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Heya everyone, oh wow where to start with this song, okay lets see. I wrote this song to be a story about a Father who lost his Wife in an horrific accident which also mentally crippled his young daughter, after a life time if helping her, being there for her, giving his life for her, he sees that she is truly lost from this plane of existence, and constantly so very very unhappy, this is the story of that father's inner struggle in trying to decide the right thing to do for his daughter. Amazing voice work by my friend Illya Leonov. (links below)
Lyrics:
my my little angel
your so very precious to me
i live for the light in your eyes
i live to create your perfect world
Whenever you need me, i'll be there
i won't let you feel that pain again
if i had just one wish
i wish i could see you smile
to know if you were happy
to know if you are there
i wish i could change the past
i'd give anything to take your place
to give you back your future
i wish... if i had one wish
i could give you more than this
they all say i need to forgive myself
how could i... that one mistake cost me everything
A single accident in the blink of an eye
i failed you
and even now... with the countless years
trying to make your world perfect
i can see it's not enough... it never was
you deserve a normal life you deserve the perfect life
how can they even pretend to know
they keep telling me what i should do
keep telling me how i should feel
that it will be easier to bare in time...
that things may improve... in time...
always in time...
in just a moment of time i let you slip through my fingers
and for the rest of time i have to watch you fall
in just a moment of time i let you slip through my fingers
and for the rest of time i have to watch you fall
and hear your screams
like two souls lost in the rain
drowning in an endless storm
misery my only friend
sinking down again
there must be a way
to rescue you
and bring you joy
i'm out of ideas
at the end of the line
too much pain
i'm losing my mind
i don't know how to fix you
but i can make it all go away
no longer will you have to suffer for my mistakes
no longer will you have to live this half life
let me give you a reason to smile again
i will save you
my child, my love you were my whole world
and always meant the world to me
i know you're finally able to smile
(regrets & memories)
once again
(fear & pain)
my little angel you are never alone
in your perfect world
(tears & suffering)
i'll never leave your side
(forever lost)
you're so precious to me
Awesome alternate edited versions for youtube by my friend Lo-23 lo-23.deviantart.com/
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Full song can be downloaded here soundcloud.com/jason-c...
